Rainbow-Days

It's been so long from my previous posting, when I got the way to get signal for USB modem. The days came to pass sooner or later. As if things remain the same, although in fact it's changed. As the rainbow, my days are full of colours. Dark and bright, fast and slow, happy and sad, excited and bored, love and hate, rock and hip hop, smile and sullen face, crowd and solitary. I met new people, I got some new friends, and they are so care, I learn new method, I found the home to shelter, I want to practice, I didn't see my home for so long, I refuse my feeling (thing I never done before), I have been rejected for the thing I wishes a lot, I found the reason of some inexplicable things. I know what differ the things come from heart and just the feeling. I can understand more about love, about focus, about choice, about life, and about humanities, about mu obsession, about future, about living together, having
special relation, about decision, and I cried.
Thanks God, for everything, for everything, for the fake-sensation life I felt, for love and be loved, for real and unreal things you let me see. This life came as blessings, this life is amazing, this life is peaceful. Dear my Lord ... I surrender for You ...